BEETCH OFF

2009-05-13T10:10:00.002+08:00

and
no i didn't get helm-ed ):
mummy chased me off to sleep .
and i've decided to change my blog url again .
BUT
this time is a finalised one .
been blog hopping and realised that
bitch words , - in between , love words .
are srsly way common .
smmre EXTREMELY common w/ ______
idw to say whats that underline , but if you understand me well enough
you'll know :3
and i know of ppl who sure know what i mean ;x
and , i sumpaaaah
its a finalised url .
and for blogskin ...
might or might not change .
its still quite new .

and why finalised ?
cause ppl will slaughter me if i change smmre ;x
i've been changing like .. arnd 5 urls aldy !
heh ;x

2009-05-13T00:16:00.002+08:00

i feel . better .
LOL .
after talking to junsi , saying all those random stuff
and yeh , i think pms liaos .
GG .
and i think i'm a damm suay person ):
1st time go scarlion - died , yun died .
2nd time go scarlion - naz dc .
and when i never go , ahjie and yun got helmed .
see la . sway name ):
LOL .
okay i siao aldy .
i'm waiting for 2am now . go scarlion again
this time i better helm .
LOL

and ....
i'm gonna play neopets .
LOL

2009-05-12T20:07:00.003+08:00

i feel so .. fucked up now .
the whole day , i've been feeling likedat .
idk why .
shitz the mood swings .
and mummy is being irritating today .
sickening .
nya nya nya nya ..
i'm starting work soon and she's bar me from going out tml .
all because i need to continue giving the idiot tuition .
fuck .

okays damn fucked up .
srlsly .
and kelvin made me felt more TSK .
idiot . irritate me at the wrong time . GAHH .

HI .
I'M FEELING FUCKED UP
AND I WANT MANY MANY THINGS NOW .

I WANT START SCHOOL .
I WANT RETAIL THERAPY . ( IDC WHOS GONNA PAY )
I WANT TO TALK TO SOMEONE IDK WHO .
I WANT A BEST FRIEND .
I WANT TO FLUSH SOMEONE DOWN A TOILET BOWL.
I WANT TO STUFF BANANAS INTO SOMEONE'S ASS .
I WANT TO STOP FEELING SO GAHHHH .

i feel like crying ):

2009-05-11T15:51:00.002+08:00

pearlyn wanna see an update .
so here's an update .

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update .

nah . thats for you :3
idk what the hell to post .
i left with like ... 4 more days of freedom
before i start to work like mad daily .
yes . daily .
i'm still trying to hope that smthing good turns up
and then change the daily word to ocassionally .
LOL .
yala i'm lazy laa .
and ..
i failed trying to not touch my pay .
HOW NOT TO I ASK YOU ?!
ME . NEED . RETAIL . THERAPY .

and me . need . more . coffee . chats . w/ . LY .
who can ever get enough of talking .
okay fine .
i've nthing to say .
wed and fri out :3

YES AND FRI I'M FINALLY MEETING MY DARN GIRLFS
THEY SEEM TO BE MISSING FOR LIKE A CENTURY !
i miss them like abcdefg .

2009-05-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

HIHIHIHI :3
went out w/ ly and ahjie today !
basically yes , coffee and chit chats again .
shiok shiok . LOL
today is freaking weird ._.
we met 2 insane people .
i swear its like ... scary .
okay la . for the first one . it wasn't scary .
more like funny , cause we managed to laugh it off .
second one was ...
encountered w/ ahjie . ly was aldy on her way home .
second one was really scary .
i nearly cried :x
dang , it was really like . whole 10mins of fear factor .

its was kind of like stalkish ...
we were on our way to cityhall mrt from marina square .
it started from the escalator into citylink .
we were talking and suddenly i look down , there was this man
wearing light blue and striped shirt staring at us .
i have a habit of staring laa :x so i stared back .
it was when he started to have a twisted looking smile
gosh , really sent shivers down your spine that kind of smile .
really omg and twisted .
i got freaking scared .
then ahjie noticed also .
when i got scared , i totally lost it .
practically like shaking w/ fear when i talk .
i swear i was about to cry .
when we reached the bottom , he stood there .
continue staring w/ the twisted look and following us .
i wanted to scream aldy .
and he just kept following .
when we moved on to the second escalator towards city link .
we moved quickly through the crowd .
he was at the back and he kept leaning sideways front to stare at us .
horrified srlsly .
and we quickly dashed through the crowds all that
but still cmi . i dragged ahjie into the toilet and hide ;x
heng the toilet alot of people .
damn . i was really scared and on the verge of crying .

and yeh . after staying for awhile .
we went out and he was gone .
i nearly got frightened to death x.x
and and this cleaner nearly scared us .
okay laa i think is the other way round :x
he was standing in one corner . i thought is the pyscho . i screamed .
LOL .
but srsly , it was like full 10mins fear factor can .
i was really scared .
but ahjie was really brave . (inserts thumbs up)

i think if i was alone ..
i would be crying aldy and asking for help from strangers .
who would still care bout how ugly you look like when you cry .
and yes ..
toilet was the most stupid place to go when someone
who is not right in the mind is stalking you ..
okay laa . i can't think straight when i'm fcking scared .
totally lost it :/

okays . i should stop ;x
but i can't get the whole scene out of my mind ):
andand . i'm admiting something guilty D:
i spent $92 within a day ._.
on coffee , 2 tees and a bag .
that is excluding a bag for mummy and a tee for ahjie .
hehs :x
i'm gonna save up the rest .
and spent it all 2 months later .
LOL .
well ... i need therapy . retail therapy :x

okays . thats all today :3
and i think i'm not gonna go out till late next time .
unless someone goes home w/ me :/
so scary .
eeesh ._.

//to ly
don't emo aldy ): cheerup okay .
you know the purpose of putting rip .
and don't emo really ! later sick !
he'll have to face it one day , you know he'll be back .
c'mon ~ where's the happy missy i know .
gimme a smile (:

_____ are you blind or what ._.
or .... you need someone extreme ?

2009-05-07T11:25:00.004+08:00

HIHIHIHI :3
i'm damn high now . thanks to miss pearlyn (inserts banana)
EH . BEAN .
THIS IS FOR YOU :3
i found you dancing on youtube ! :O

hee :x i know you love me bi 3:
HAHA ;p

she's so gonna kill me ;x
i better run and hide first . LOL LOL .

2009-05-06T15:27:00.004+08:00

hihihihihi 3:
i'm so fcking tired .
all thanks to ahjie , woke me up by telling me smthing idw to know .
sickening .
sssssssickening . LOL .
ytd night dota w/ lb .
HAHA . he buy items for me 9k all gone .
LOL LOL .
this time i play 1/16 . HAHAH
lvl 14 ranger . LOL LOL
i know laa . damn lousy . but improved !
last time was ... 0/( too much too rmber )
LOL .
and lb is srsly damn ghey .
i hate you man ):
kidding :3 me love you laa :D

and today morning
that pearlyn (inserts dancing banana)
make me laugh like one crazy person . i thought i was going crazy .
laugh until damn tired ;x
okays so now . i'm gonna sleep .
yes i'm gonna sleep . dont give me that ' huh? wtfck . '
all thanks to ahjie laa .
ahjie you suck ):
but i still love you . LOL .
okay laa abit high now . so need to sleep .

andand that idiot kelvinkoh !
next time he's gonna call me for only 2 mins .
cause he says any longer the rest of the day he'll suay siao .
you know why ?
cause apparently someone that time bang into a car while parking
and that someone was on the phone w/ me .
my fault ? ): LOL .

andandand . brother !
i want go your school see ghost :x
LOL .
he claims got ghosts in rp's library . lmao :x
sound so scary but interesting .
sekali i kena dua -.-

okay laa .
i better stop . talk too much later too high .
nights ! i'm off to nap :3

2009-05-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

life
is superficial . extremely superficial .
love
is never real . walk the talk w/ the looks .
beauty
is never real . 'inner beauty matters most ' is the shitz phrase . plastic owns .

in short .
life is pretty much fake and sucky . where's the real people ?(!)
what exactly IS real ?

idk why i suddenly blogged bout this .
but i guess it seems pretty real dont you think ?

// to cheryl
i know it means like the whole world to you .
and it sucks to see people who dont take it srsly and like wasting chances .
3secs .
is really better than you stood there doing nothing .
3secs , might be able to change the chances of not getting in .
3 secs , you've done your best .
my dear , its okay .
dance is a judgemental topic .
there will always be a second chance around .
wait for the results kay .
dont cry anymore .
i may not be the best person to console but , its the truth .
you did try aldy . just wait for results .
somehow or rather
effort will pay off .

// ' hi i'm trying to catch your attention (!) '
but you seem to know nothing .
nature really lost its way this time .

2009-05-04T22:53:00.001+08:00

kc ! this is for you :3
since you can't see in msn . LOL
nice right ;3
3: moustache face !

2009-05-04T15:21:00.003+08:00

half a day has gone by .
i'm going nuts aldy .
talking to ly and pearlyn on msn . damn hilarious .
ly and me talking bout someone who keep telling lies
( name subjected to privacy )

ly : _____ aka _____ is A MONK !
me : cannot ah ! monk cannot lie !
ly : monks dont lie . THEY JUST DONT TELL THE TRUTH !
LOL LOL LOL .

that line is damn ownage .
and . i've an urge to show this fs profile .
but due to privacy . cannot ;x
find me in msn and i maybe will show you .
that is if . you know my msn :3

conclusion : be smart , dont let pictures dua you .
and if you can kena dua by that kind of picture , you are STUPID .
more stupid then me .
and , that fs owner is so not a good liar . SO OBVIOUS LAA .

okays . i'm going back to maple to lvl .
103 today . wooo ;3
tatas !

// note to self
- change tagboard colour , if not ly is gonna screw me ;x
( cannot see meh ?! )
- find something to talk to a particular someone ! :x
( hahahahahah . crazy )
- change blog song !

2009-05-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

if my expenses is to msia is so expensive .
what about lil sis's expenses to taiwan
taiwan ley .
hw old is she ? primary 3 .
fck .
i said i'm gonna pay for my own trip aldy .
i'm not asking money from you both . i'm just letting you know
i WILL be going overseas .
jessie aunty is paying for me .
so stop pressing me bout money issues .
even if i've to use my 1 mth pay on the whole trip .
i'm still determined to go .
and
you . can't . stop . me .

since you guys dont wanna pay for anything thats mine
ever since my expensive school fees to come .
i'm gonna pay by myself .
at least i've family members who understand that
I AM TOO YOUNG TO PAY EVERYTHING ALONE .

yes i'm fcking pissed off w/ my parents .
esp my mum .
they dont mind my sis going taiwan ( she DECLINED the opp )
but they mind me going msia .
taiwan = aeroplane = more days = EXPENSIVE
msia = coach = 3/2N only = CHEAP ALDY .
see the fcking difference ?
its the in-your-face kind of difference .
fckyou tyvm .

forget it .
i'm gonna talk to ly and maple
to make myself feel better .
but no , i'm not gonna stop myself from going overseas .
and that is final .
( unless you have a better / reasonable offer for me I'M GOING )

2009-05-03T11:38:00.004+08:00

aching .
and aching . and more aching .
but its been like ages since i last danced !
gosh , its like yes wonderful .
ytd was great .
i finally felt relaxed from many things .
yes , past few days i was feeling all stressed up .
only like once in awhile , i managed to really feel all relaxed .
like the phone call w/ cheryl and roger bout buying track pants for dance .
and its been long since i last talked to them
and and roger never fails to use the line ' you xiang wo ma ? ( got miss me ) '
hahs :3
anyways ,
tysm to dance , cheryl , rui , leongbing for ytd :3
and tysssssssm to ly , naz , fik and ahjie for making me laugh like fck at night .
me love you guys ! :D

rights , thats all for nw .
toodles !

to leongbing !
so so sorry for being late ytd :x
and all the best for your audition results
me love you :D

to cheryl !
don't scared girl . dance w/ confidence and you
can make it .
you're a dancer okay ! can make it
g'd luck for your auditions on tues
:3
loves !

// 5 more days till i'm totally free . no more tutoring !
i'm so gonna meet up w/ my girls and vestige ppl :3

// _____ is so :O meltxzxzxzxz ;3

2009-04-30T12:45:00.002+08:00

i am .. not going out today ):
for certain reason .
and one of the reason , my sister should cry if she knows .
for the sake of her exams ,
i stay at home and give her tuition .
see laa -.- what a good sister i am . LOL .
sucker , she better pass . i gave up meeting w/ my ladies for her sake .
and i'm so gonna fly out of the house
once she finish her exams .
7MAY . SOON SOON -CLAPS-

okays . yes , i just woke up .
so the day just started and i've nthing to post :x
so umms .. tatas ! :3

2009-04-29T13:23:00.000+08:00

morning !
hahs , okays afternoon :X
these few days have been sleeping till way late .
heh , okay better not say aldy .
if not later ppl come wack me ;p

hmms . idk what to post .
cause the day just started :x
errrs ...
i think i stop here first ?
update more later !
and i'm still deciding to go tml's bbq anot :/
kthxbye! {:

// to ahjie
im sorry i got so pissed mad at you ytd night .
didn't really meant it .
just that , it sounds so hurting when you said that line .
and recently been put down by alot of ppl .
i can't help it but breakdown .
sorry ! you know i dont mean to ~.~

// to mummy .
tysm for talking to me when i broke down .
okay la , more like nagged at me as usual .
i'll put in all my effort in arts and make you and daddy proud .
tyssm mummy , ily :D

2009-04-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna change my name .
I'M SO SUAAAAY .
even venn calls me kiam chai mia .
LOL .
i'll show you why .

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SOLO-ED B1
IT WAS GOING TO DIE
AND I RAN OUT OF POTS AND STARS !
T.T
walaos .
suay siao .

maybe going for another rnd w/ yong and yun .
depending on them
not happy . i wanna down B1 !
-cries-
okays tatas !

2009-04-27T02:41:00.000+08:00

just finished a game of dota w/ leongbing :3
this time . not so stress
BUT HE'S DAMM GHEY . LOL
i swear .
he keep godlike and triple kill .
and i keep .
respawn .
LOL !
see the big difference ?!
srsly , holy shit is suitable for him . LOL

and for maple ..
i'm 101 aldy :3 19 more lvls .
sounds ... tedious .
but i got secret behind fast lvl-ing :3
( privacy ah , i say 2 ppl will skin me alive :X )

okays , i'm like tired fck aldy .
my eyesight seems to be failing .
i need new specs / contacts soon .
i'll go blind one day if i continue this way :X
i'm waiting for that leongbing to finish wash up and sleep :3
kays . tatas !

// he's so going to teach me basics
on weekends / weekdays at his house . LOL
and not to mention ..
he's gonna vomit blood .
teaching a coconut to dota , is no easy task :X

2009-04-26T11:57:00.000+08:00

howdy :3

work was extremely tiring ytd !

but there was a few funny times laa :x

esp when mummy mixed up a wrong gender . LOL

she mixed up a wrong gender and made me laughed like mad .

2 times aldy !

once , she called this guy ' xiao mei ' cause of his hair .

and that guy still can reply back ' is xiao di '

LOL .

i looked up and laughed like fck infront of the person :X

okay la ! i know very bad . but i just can't control my laughter !

and again .

this little girl she had really short hair . and yes la be honest kay

she looks very boyish . but can tell is girl . i saw aldy i never say anything .

then mummy , she has to do it again .

she went ' xiao di '

LOL LOL .

then i went ' HAHAHAHAH ' like fck again .

NO MY FAULT .

she triggered nerves . LOL .

i was like , so paisey !

and i saw this girl . with w-o-w hair o.o

serious !

i draw for you to see .

yes . like this .

I SWEAR I'M NOT EXAGGERATING !

is extensions smmre .

it really look like a wig laa !

i've got the urge to ask her ' eh , your hair ... wig ah ? '

but it sounds so rude ;x so i didn't .

its like okay la , if its like trimmed here and there

it'll look nice laa .

but ah ........

( after some deep thought of what to say )

okay la . idk what to say bout it -.-

seriously .

and she drew her eyes like those , you know typical teens makeup .

sliver eyeliner under the eyes .

then fake lashes plus heavy black eyeliner .

she attempt to look like a doll .

okay , she has doll face , so is like she looks quite nice ahh .

but the hair spoilt it . i swear -.-

okay forget it i shall stop harping on it .

and stupid imeem !

my favourite song ( the blog song laa )

kena cut till 30 secs !

wthiaooooo .

i shall find a new song to replace ):

but i love that song !

okays fine .

tatas !

2009-04-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

heyheys :3
nothing much again recently .
been dota-ing , mapling and working .
and . DOTA W/ LB IS DAMM STRESS (LOL)
its like ..
one pro playing with a fcking noob .
yes , i'm the noob . LOL

ohhs . yes , smthing i want to comment on .
labels or love .
recently , whenever i'm outside
this is like one of the main topic girls seems to be talking bout .
before that .
i'm not kaypoh okay .
i never eavesdrop . they were all like infront or next to me .
otherwise . they talk like their at a constructon site . so loud -.-
and i dont have my mp3 w/ me , so i hear everything clearly .
kays . what i mean labels or love is ...
example 1
( this is what i heard )

girl A : ___ would go to her boyf and say ' dear i want gucci , lv , armani exchange etc '
girl A : and ah , her boyf will buy it for her siah . like she want then she have .
girl B : waa , her boyf so rich siah .
girl c : but like not very nice ley . ( i pressume she's having probs )
girl A : aiyah , its like okay laa . if he wants to buy for you okay maa .
girl A : its like ocassionally ask for it never mind .

example 2

girl 1 : * can't be bothered w/e she says , dont rmber *
girl 2 : eh what does _____ 's parents works as ? ( i rmber the name , but sorry privacy :x )
girl 2 : is he like rich ?

so ....
is love everything or is labels and money everything ?
okay la . i sound very gossipy i know .
but . can't help it .
just feel like bloggin down .
this seems to be like the topic of girl talks .
and ..
would you really let your boyf spent on expensive items ?
and does boyf = free flow cash ?
like ..
wow , what happend to sweet and simple r/s ? o.o

and buying labels ...
issn't it better if you like work for it .
lets say .
you take up a job , and save like nuts for a gucci bag .
you'll surely have the satisfaction or great achievement feeling
and would most likely treasure it more .
issn't it better ? o.o
in short , why not be independent to buy what you want
instead of getting free cash to buy it ?

andand .
i've decided to cut down on whinning to people
bout problems or hw sucky life is .
i finally understand hw it feels .
its ... irritating .
man , my sis must have found me an irritant .
finding ppl to talk to bout problems you have
and whinning bout it . is like so different .

talking bout it - to make youself better and find a solution to solve it .

whinning bout it - you complain like fck . and go back to square one . nthing solved .

plus , fcking irritating -.-
and i guess ,
such things . takes time to learn and understand .

okays .
i'm done for today :3
cheerios (:

2009-04-22T21:19:00.001+08:00

this post .
FINALLY HAS PICTURES . LOL
i've noticed my past posts are pretty wordy
okays .
today . met up with liying .
ahjie went along too :D
we went for sushi madness in the morning .
LOL . sounds crazy right .
okay laa not exactly morning . arnd 11plus 12pm ?
we ate , chit chat and laughed like mad .
until one waiter even come and ask if we can quieten abit :x
so paisey !

then we went on to citylink .
set down at starbucks to chit chat ;x
we can like seriously talk non stop .
yes yak and yak and laugh non stop .
oh oh !
i created a new term today
' rambutan coconut durian banana you la ! '
LOL .
its a inside joke ;3
HAHA . bth . pawned LOL .
camwhored a bit with ly and ahjie .
walked arnd and then ly has to leave early .
someone sue-ed her for being too noisy :x she has to go supreme court .
LOL .
then , went to camwhore with ahjie :x
after that went homey :D
today's really simple outing .
but well , at least i get to get my ass out of the friggin house .
sickening .
( yes ly , i know you gonna wack me for this word . LOL )
kkays photos at the bottom !
i'm off to give tuition to my sister .
YES I GIVE TUITION LOL .
and i spent $8 on a guide book for her okay !
i could have spent it on clothes !
and one smartyass say she coming to my house tml .
LOL .
see if she can figure her way here xD
harts that smartyass :3

new found love . ice green tea latte :D

obviously ... she was high aldy . LOL

the finding gold in whipped cream look . LOL classic :3

so vulgar ! pollute thy's innocent mind . LOL

new age ridding hood . PURPLE LOL

2009-04-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

blogging at this time ? :O
no .. actually
i was more of like ...
shopping -.-
yes . i'm almost like shopping 24/7 madness .
but now more like window shopping ...
CAUSE I'M BROKE .
sickening .. 1 mth's pay seems to fly faster than a jet .

i aim to ..
save 2 or 3 months pay
and shop like nuts . yes madness .
its an aim laa .
i can dream can't i ?
which is like ...
save april , may and june .
$220 + per month 3 months = $660 + approx
and one shot spent it all
HAHAHAHA
- dreams of all the clothes and shopping bags -

crazy -.-
if i ever do that , my mummy will slaughter me .
smmre when school starts ,
everything is gonna be costly ( i think )
art materials are like expensive !
but ....
3 months ley . not spending ..
abit hard can ? x/
okay i'm honest . not a bit .. VERY HARD LAA .

okays . forget it
i'm save . april may and june .
AIM .
i don't have results to aim nw .
so i shall aim ...
SAVE MONEY . LOL

kthxbye {:

2009-04-21T13:47:00.000+08:00

hmmms ..
hmmmmmmmmmm .
idk what to post .
nvm going out soon .
hopefully able to meet ly tml :/
i'm sick of staying at home .

kthxbye .

// edit
yes , everything is cleared .
now that you know where and what went wrong .
we're glad that at least you know .
at least you're conscious of whats happening .
that long post , didn't go to waste .
i guess , that was actually the only way to let you know
how we felt .
we dont blame you , neither will we hate you .
and we wont walk out on you . its a promise .
we know each other from young , years of friendship .
you have to know ,
we'll be there for you no matter what .
and we'll always love you , like our own sister .
{:

2009-04-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

ZEE WIRELESS IZZ FIXEDXZXZXZ !
yayness !
and you know how it's fixed ?
freaking hell , i think i got cheated by the noob comp .
ahjie just plucked the thing out .
plug it to another usb slot .
and ....
its fixed -.-
sickening .

and recently keep using the word sickening whenever i talk
idk why either :x
AND I FREAKING HELL WANNA START SCHOOL LAAAAS .
i read so many ppl's blog and wordpress .
ppl are like
' orientation so fun / meet new friends / school gonna start / timetable sucks '
and i'm like ....
-tearing the calendar daily-
april .... may ..... june .... JULY .
sickening . i'm bored aldy .

and hopefully tml can meet the girls ._.
if not when linda starts school ,
no one will be free aldy D:

nyaaas .
done !
kthxbye {:

2009-04-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

something electronic belonging to me
will always spoil .
idk why D:
first the comp . motherboard spoilt x/
today fixed aldy . but then
the wireless thingy spoilt .
so is like ... pointless having the comp when the wireless thing is spoilt .
currently surviving on sissy's lappy .
i neeeeed my own lap .
then again , its still like too early .

today's been a boring day .
morning met up with leongbing .
he gave free dance entertainment when i was at his house .
damm hilarious .
played with his brother's toys .
then he set off for school and me , home .
but i swear i'm srsly bored .
aiyah , i can't stop kp-ing .
when there's work i kp tired
when there's free time i kp bored
-__________-
sickening .
and i'm having freaking painful monthly cramps -.-
cheeken .

and and . i did something srsly paiseh today x.x
i was taking a nap at 4plus in the evening .
that was after the comp was fixed all that
and this dell operator woman .
called me while i was sleeping .
and ya know , when i just wake up . i'm like brain dead .
she asked me questions .
idk what she asked i forgot .
and i rmber i replied her .
BUT .
idk what i said . and i tend to say alot weird things when i'm still sleepy or not awake .
and i think ..
i mumbled something and she sort of like
tried and control her laughter :x
AND .
i only managed to rmber this arnd 8pm !
i'm so paiseh i'm never gonna call any operators
gosh x.x

okays thats all for today .
idw what to post much either :/

// if i ever start to throw sickening stupid tantrums or attitude .
dont blame me :x can't control when pms .

2009-04-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

3rd post of the day .
yes i know .
but who cares when you're all bored .
and i've been doing quizes . LOL . yes quizes .
all bout personality .
i find personality quizes and horoscopes very interesting , dont you think so ?
and i chanced upon this ,
its so freaking hell true !

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test43.aspx

Here is the analysis:
You are generally a calm person. You get excited when
your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or
when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you.
you hate it when the summer is over.
You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a
party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding
dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and
rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are
smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you
got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they
annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and
trustworthy. You like animals.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx
Here is the analysis:
1 ) You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2 ) You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3) You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4 ) Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5 ) Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
for this .. i think 4th is way true . LOL . but for the rest how the hell would i know !

2009-04-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

i feel like ..
changing a new url again .
yes i mention , again .
its like , i can't settle down with my urls .
i want something unique , nice and well . a little on the weird side .
this time i want something to with the word
polaroid or tarots or vodka .
dont ask me why , idk it either .
its hard to find a url which is really like perfect :/

okays ,
back to joining more mailing list , shopping and crack my brains for url .

// and mr leongbing still havent text me to tell what time meeting today evening !

2009-04-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

nopes .
not gonna blog bout makeup nor and whatever shitz in this post
cause i just woke up and totally can't think .
all i know is that i'm freaking bored .
hell yeh i'm damn envious of those starting school :/
WHY ):
why the fcking july !
-.-

and i feel so sad D:
a white romper i wanted to buy was sold !
darn work :/
if not i could have decided earlier .
and mummy is starting to blogshop with me . HA HA .
addictive pretty stuff .
itz like zee heroine aye . (LOL)

basically my daily life would be
shop , maple and work .
i feel so no life -___________________-

okays i'm done for now .
i'm gonna start shopping :B

// and hopefully ly will be free next wed D:
i miss coffee chats with her !

.// leong bing told me there's dance prac this sat
and he asked me to go . should i go ? :/
i miss dance honestly but i scared it feels so weird !
how how ):

2009-04-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

;3
where should i start with this post ?
or lets say what should i post about ?

definations of being a girl or can say . girl topic

well . but recently talked to sam alot on the phone
and he got he really considering for a whole make over .
which is like .. idk if i really should .
ahjie and mummy says i've got so little hair .
no hair to cut for new hairstyle :x
* i am not suffering from hair lost , i naturally have little hair *
I SWEAR FOR THE LOVE OF MY BEARS THATS THE TRUTH .
xP

and ... yes he did mention the way i talk and my actions
needs a change :x
which means , less or preferably no vulgarities
and no more pointing for -'- _l_ -'-
also have to be more girl .
i guess which means demure , soft etc etc .
HAHAHA .
okay stop . i'm LOL while blogging this .
definations
- demure : quiet , serious and always well behaving .
- soft : gentle and not loud .
hmms . sounds , pretty funny .
sorry error , cant be found in me :x

and i asked ppl this question
' what is your definations of a girl '
yes and i got many different answers .

mel ( aku's brother )
he said : just being yourself

naz
he said : gentle , softspoken , demure .

- ( named screened , he doesnt want ppl to know )
he said : hot bods , cups , looks and butts .
( now you know why his name is screened :x )

so on and so forth .

and theres a joker's answer i'll never forget
i can't rmber who it was but he told me .
' the totally opposite of jinghui '
-__________-
jerk . LOL though i agree a bit , just a tiny bit :x

so , what is really the defination of a girl ?
issit really the actions , words and behavior ?
does makeup , looks and hot bods defines it ?
well , if you have an answers can leave a tag and tell me {:
and yes i do prefer if ppl tag and tell me
cause at least i can know hw ppl think too
share share ;B

ah yes . makeup .
next topic soon {:

2009-04-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

morning {:
i'd something nice the first thing in the morning !
ya know what ?
i took care of my lil sister !
haha ! shocked shocked ? can i have claps please ):
LOL .
she woke me up when she finished washing up .
and i woke up FOR HER
and made breakfast for her :3
she wanted french toast and i made it .
i did not burnt the kitchen .
hahs . smart aldy :x

am watching spongebob now
and mapling at the same time . heees {:
nw every morning is spongebob , mtv hits and foster's home for imaginary friends :3

this is gonna be a darn random post :x

i'm gonna buy
- a vest
- converse canavas / loafers
( my shoes are all spoilt x.x )
- new slipper
- bag ! :D big and black
- backpack
( umms .. need it for school . its gonna start soon in .... july ) LOL .

and i'm thinking ...
should i have a new hairstyle ?
or should i wait till my hair is really longer ?
hahs .

//-
you're like a hard candy with a suprise center
you left me amazed , tired and very much confused .

2009-04-12T01:46:00.001+08:00

my comp .. crashed again :/
yes , some voltage or w/e problem again .
dont ask me how :x
i'm not gonna say , cause if you know why
you'll laugh and think i'm freaking stupid -.-

so now .. i've to survive with my sis's lap and auntie's lap .
i'm so gonna call the dell person on monday
can't leave it the way it is ~.~
and the best part is ..
mummy is unwilling to pay for it :x
gahhs . money money money D:

well . today .
skipped work .
my back hurts :/ mapled and tv-ed whole day .
andand .
i kissed renny lovey so much her cheeks got mark . LOL
kidding :x

i have a new boyfriend :D
meet ahmao , mwarks <3
he's bald cause i shave him daily or whenever i see him .
he wants to go expressions to have a curvy body
and wants to enhance his Acups to a 34D .
and its an all expenses paid treatment .
by who ? by the girlfriend who loves him LOL .
he promise to shave / wax to show hw much he loves me .
and i'll piggyback him home to and fro daily . LOL
HAHA .
look ahmao look ! :3
see how much i love you ! LOL .

okay i'm just joking .
i'm single . AND I AM STRAIGHT .
i'm not homo or bi , neither am i gay or les .
straight i say !
sam , fik , jt and brother can cfm that {:
LOL .
not gonna tell you why .
lalalas :p

hahs ! kays i'm gonna turn in soon .
as soon as i clear my confused mind bout smthing :/
rights . tatas :D

//irrelevant note to self
why _____________ ? :/

2009-04-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

back to ytd :D
FINALLY . met the girls .
goddddd knows how long it has been .
am not exaggerating .
but really ! its been so long .
for us . 1 month not meeting up is long . hell long .
cause we use to see each other almost 24/7 :x
now linda's school gonna start soon .
wendy and junsi gonna start to be busy with mid years cum Os .
and i'm still pathetic -.- at home mapling . working . and waiting for school to start in july .
so busy that we can like only meet up maybe 1 month at least once .
sometimes , not even once :/
kays , went to kallang lesuire park .
watched confessions of a shoppaholic .
i swear . it makes you really wanna shop .
and i LOVE THE GUCCI BAG AT THE START OF THE SHOW .
ITS LIKE . W-O-W . DAMM CHIO :3
also also ! the way she describes the sensation when you shop .
wow wow wow . damm true .
the world does becomes a nicer place . LOL LOL .
haha ! sucker . LOL
after movie . went off to find my noob sister --'
she thinks she's very cute and play hide and seek with me .
i nearly went all the way to pasir ris to find her .
when its aldy going 11plus .
i wonder why i love assholes like her --'

and today .
i'm just .
simply .
e x h a u s t e d .
really really tired .
work sucks D:
today got cheated . usually when it rains ,
there'll be lesser ppl eating out or buying food
( fav when it happens in swensens LOL )
but today rain so darn heavily , still got many customers .
all like yao gui ( hungry ghost ) .
well no doubt . a hungry man is an angry man .
okays i think i'm gonna go to bed .
and wake up later :x

i'm now
- exhausted
- missing someone but idk why -_____________-
( i dont even know why it has to be that someone smmre -________________- suck . )
- feeling irritated cause my right eye hurts . cheeeeken ._.

kthxbye {:

2009-04-08T15:58:00.000+08:00

i am so fcking bored ! D:
yes hell bored .
i wanna get my ass out of the house now .
but mummy dont allow x.x
i'm like stoning in maple .
i wanna lvl , but i'm lazy to train !
2 more lvls to 100 xP

i wanna play dotaaaaa D:
but brother havent lend me the disc !
I AM SO BORRRRRED .
i sick of staying at home when mummy dont allow me to go out D:
gaaah . suck .

i'm bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored
bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored .
bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored .
bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored .
bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored .
bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored .
bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored . bored .

GAHHHHH ~.~

2009-04-08T12:51:00.000+08:00

morning :3
okays . afternoon :p
a little something to share .

ahmao : eh , my sis say horh .
me : say semo ?
ahmao : if you lick your lips , * digest *

LOL !
digest xD
one hell of a joker .
ahmao dont kill me if you see this :3

2009-04-07T13:09:00.001+08:00

ogheys . update :3
outing went smoothly .
and i pawn-ed naz :D 60K LOL .
heees {:
the unborn was ... scary --'
but the ending was shitty .
i kept screaming at some parts :x
and i scared yong rui with my scream . LOL sorreh xP
and naz keep trying to scare me throughout the movie x.x
damm paisey , i scream then alot ppl laugh --'
but whats horror show w/o screams ?
heees {:
well . that day was just chit chats , movie and dinner .
ly met us for awhile to say hi :D
ohhs , and thanks renny lovey for the sweet :D
-loves loves- {:

andand .
aku die die also wanna meet ah si , wendy and LINDA LIM MIN .
thursday thursday :DD
aku miss linda like siao .
damm long never dee siao her and kp kp to her :p
LINDA IF YOU SEE THIS . CRY OKAY ! xB
heees {:
thursday faster come ! :DDD

school is gonna start for poly students soon .
and ...
i
am
still
rotting
at
home .
till when ?

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JULY _l_

2009-04-05T02:45:00.001+08:00

i'm ... supposed to be sleeping :x
can't sleep can ._.
i slept from 4pm - 8.30pm after i finish work early .
gosh , tired like fck .
righty rights .
outing later :3
and i've yet to ..
- charge phone .
- charge psp
- charge camera
x.x

ahniang ehs .
i think i better run :x
nighty nights !
kthxbye {:

2009-04-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

hmmmms ...
hmm ..
what to update ><
work @ 8am today .
darn tired ~.~
okays i really can't think much now .
cause outing is abit screwed :/
movie timings are all so sucky , all the timings are neither here nor there !
the only movie which fits the ' schedule ' is the unborn .
which ... idk if alot wanna watch .
cause some say its nice and some say it sucks --'
planning an outing for 21 ppl is like ...
tedious .
yes , thats the word .
with so many different viewers choices and comments .
and now screwed timings with schedule not even properly planned
plus i'm dead tired from work .
i can't think properly ~.~

WHERE IS NAZ WHEN I NEED HIM ~
that noob , go camp .
WHERE IS FIK AND AHJIE WHEN I NEED HELP ~
both go dating .

-cries-
ahniang ehs ~
-inserts grumpy face-
* bangs wall *

kthxbye .

2009-04-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

heyoooos :D
okays where should i start ..
okays . new cbox and updated links :x
i think i lost some relinks xP
ahh neverminds :x
update them again next time . hehs .

been blogshopping recently :p
but i bought 2 pieces only !
livejournal shops are much more impressive than blogspot :x
hurhurs :3 ( thanks to celeste :p )
and ..
yepps , went out today .
with liying , josh and adam .
watch detriot metal city .
i rate it 4.5/5 stars :D
0.5 is cause of the metal music .
ahniang eh , my eardrums .. D:
its damm hilarious . thumbs up !
after movie , went face shop bought some stuffs and then
coffee session with ly :D
she is one hell of a nice person to talk to x)
she's damm nice and friendly siahs !
heees :3
but went home earlier today cause she needa go for her pop piano lesson .
going out with her was fun :3
and and ! i've learnt some stuff from her too :D
when chatty meets miss friendly = can talk and talk xD
cooool huh :B

hehs , no pictures :B
and yes i notice alot post no pictures :x
work for the rest of the week ):
and sunday outing :D
teeeheees !
okey dokey . toddles ! (:
okey dokey . i'm done for now

2009-03-25T19:14:00.000+08:00

maybe ..
i'm gonna change my mind bout bloggin when april starts .
why ?
cause i'm fucking bored .
goddamned fucking bored D:
and i needa find someone to rant to .
and people will get bored or irrtated if i rant too much .
hence , i neeeeeeeed my blog -.-

and
i swear . i . miss . girlfriends .
junsi called today .
damnit , i missed them like yaw holy mama cow shit .
sometimes i'll start to think .
' how the heck did i managed to survive for weeks w/o contacting ppl '
its a miracle i tell you .
esp for someone as chatty as me .

okays ,
now back to deeeeeep consideration
come back or not (?)

kthxbye .

2009-03-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

yes , blog is up .
but i'm not exactly back yet .
during mia status ,
i've been mapling , watching tv , working and leting my phone rest .
only contacted with 1 or 2 ppl .
its not that i'm emo okay .
just that i feel like drifting away to somewhere .

okays .
thats all for now .
will post more regularly during april month (:

' who says online friends are just for show ?
they ain't for show , infact they are my best mates .
we talk not only via during games
but we conference , meet ups for outings and listen to what everyone gotta say .
the best part ?
they are so much closer to me than other friends
infact ,
they are . of the same status as my girlfriends . '

2009-03-13T10:41:00.000+08:00

CURRENTLY MIA-ING .
WILL BE BACK ON APRIL .